February 21
Slash-and-burn
M.A. Dubbs
This bruise is a quarter of my life,
a continent of blues and greens
expanding onto my thighs and hips.
A conquest of his love.
He draws on my legs like a
hunter, tracing his kill on varicose veins,
following each raised bend
to my heart.
My skin is topographic,
the cellulite valleys
eroding into in-grown hairs
and bleached crescent scars.
The scars stripe my body,
a timeline on my breasts
and thighs as I grew
and shrunk
into my womanhood.
But he pounds into my flesh,
fracking for every last
ounce of myself, breaking
plate tectonics within
my soul, a release
pushing its way out.
He devastates my body,
deforests me as he plants
a kiss on the barren land
he’s made and the stretch
mark scars that remind me
of a time before him.
M. A. Dubbs is an award-winning Mexican American and LGBT+ writer who hails from Indiana. Her latest book, An American Mujer, is out now with Bottlecap Press (2022).